Fresh out of the steppes

I'm 22, from Kazakhstan and I live in Belgium
This blog is where explore my experiences and feelings

sometimes words can be so useless but at the moment they rock my world

What is the purpose going to a party nowadays? It used to be about socializing, getting to know new people, but the music is now way to loud and the crowd is unpleasant.

what happens inside is more important than what happens on the outside

It is fun to have a mystery in life, to not know about something, to maybe discover it someday as a hidden treasure


#58 — Never Let Me Go (2010) — Grade: A
Can you say “beautifully shot”? Can you say “sucker for color schemes”? Cinematography here is gorgeous. I love it. This film made me very sad though, very sad. It’s excellently executed and performed. The script is fantastic and the creativity behind the story is oddly realistic. The love triangle is like none I’ve ever seen. Its a different type of story and that alone makes it brilliant. The score is great as well.

Don’t you wonder sometimes, what might have happened if you tried?

Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go (via heresay)

(via heresay)



the beauty we learn behind this aweful tragedy from the young pure souls

  1. a boy give his life jacket and give all his life to help his classmate… he die as a hero on his birthday
  2. a young selfless ship attendant help distribute life jackets to passenger and stay behind until her last breath
  3. a 6 years old brother who give his life jacket to his 5 years old sister and wispher comfort even his fate is still unknown
  4. a student who yell for rescuer to take a small child from his arms even the ferry is sinking and he still on it

either u’re gone or safe or still missing my thought and pray goes for you…may your soul rest in peace and hope miracles exist so u can be with your love again and be safe…

I’m crying.. These people are heroes..

(Source:, via positive-affirmation)